it hurts so much to hear you talk about her
because then i know its not me you think about when youre smiling
its not me on your mind when you dream
its her and shes so perfect
how could i ever outshine her?
im at the point where its impossible to get you off my mind
so maybe to you im just some other girl in the crowd
but im the girl who took one look at you
and fell harder than shes ever fallen for anyone in her life
&& lately shed say anything to make him turn his head
anything to make him laugh and just stare at her
im 99.9 percent shure that he doesnt like me
but its that 0.1 percent chance that keeps me hanging on
i need to get off this rollercoaster before my emotions crash...
my stupid heart
made a stupid mistake
it hurts when you love someone and they dont know
but it hurts even more when they know and just dont care
i think ive fallen
too hard
this time
i smile
but its fake
i figure
if im trying to convince people
that im happy
i might as well
try to convince myself
i didnt want to fall for him
it just happened
so i gave him my heart
but now im afraid
that he'll break it
and not even care
ive gone through this before
and thats why i dont understand
why this is so hard for me to deal with
its the simple fact
that he just doesnt want me
like i want him
i was never beautiful enough for you anyway
i feel like an idiot
searching for you in the halls
and then when i finally see you
i turn the other way
theres a song
blaring in her headphones
that reminds her of a boy
who will never care
&& baby
youre a heartbreak
every time i see you
my heart explodes
to set the record straight
no one makes me smile
like you do
when i look in the mirror
all i see is a complete
failure looking back at me
im sick to my stomach again
i keep remembering
that im just your friend
theres so many things
i wish i could say
but im scared that everything
will come out the wrong way
the funny thing is
he has no idea what hes doing to me
and there i go again
writing your name
a thousand times
without even realizing
youre a song
written by the hands of God
dont get me wrong
because to you
this might sound a little bit odd
but you own the place
where all my thoughts go hiding
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